Looking forward

Life gone in hard lines on my side. The reason is a one off event. It can be defined by the word “chaos”. Right now, I’m trying to skive a bunch of complex situations. Is necessary, ’cause I’m about to start a new posh.

I’m gutted and isn’t ok. Is like being crazy about something dramatic when someone you care about is not following your blinding status. From the beginnings, myself, then us, and then myself again… looking forward through a bug in the past is needed.

But, bugger all the things I’ve just write… the solution seems to be far far away.